Toucheer's Blog

Today I was in a bad mood. To make things worse, my junior sister (my roommate) said to me seriously, “Are you going to stay on campus the whole holiday? Then I think you are not good at dealing with your life as a girl. You should spend some time cleaning the dorm and clearing up your desk. I know you have been used to that, but you have to learn to it so that you can run a family.” I was shocked at that time and at the same time, sad. She added that you are not like a girl at all, just as others said. I was badly hurt for what she said to me is real and she is tough to me. In fact, I am lazy and doing clean up is always the last thing that I want to do, but I like the life I am living now. That is the real me and I like it, no matter how hard others criticize on it. I can enjoy the fun and beauty of life with things around me messed up.
However, I did do some cleaning this afternoon to make her feel better, and I am satisfied with what I did. Furthermore, I’d better thank my roommate for pointing out this to me. I don’t mean I agree with her at this point, but that what she said make me realize that my life is so messed up these days that I urgently need a plan, a plan for the whole holiday, a plan for what I really want.